Moved

2009-09-26T14:23:00.000-07:00

Moved to Tumblr.

ask me if you want my new link

i would not delete this blog
because it hold so much memories.

2009-09-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

"Brother, biar muka tak handsome tapi jangan pekak."

~Bohsia

haha cb

2009-09-02T12:35:00.000-07:00

Lifes a nightmare.
you wish you had never waken up from
So close your eyes and count to 3 with me.
Wish this all be over.

fml=fish mchicken laaaa
fuck

2009-09-01T05:49:00.000-07:00

I just cant seems to accept whats ur purpose in life man.
Mintak kena tendang babe some people.
Tak bole accpt siaaaaa
cb..

haha.

2009-08-31T18:51:00.000-07:00

Bang!
get me this lakai belmont and selects.
and in this 2 color
for my birthday

I mean for my super advance bdae.
haha
i swear i fucking treat you good.
its been long since i had something good to wear :(
if not then just get me a vans era then.
:)

but i doubt so. haha
im gona save up to get those.

2009-08-30T06:46:00.000-07:00

Theres nothing compared to the
blue and yellow purple pills.

Changi was well spent.
only the part where my mee hongkong sucks big time.
taste like tea without sugar,ciggies without tobaaco,prata without the curry
cb.
unfortunately there was no bapok. haha
But were many fishes in the sea.

2009-08-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

haha.
perangai cibai.

I need something new in my life. Like starting from this moment.
but what?
Okay wait.
thinking..
ahh.
nothing.
(Y)

Hidupku sungguh boring.
tembak plz?

2009-08-24T07:59:00.001-07:00

I've had bad headaches for theses past few days.
been dropping panadol down my throat almost everyday.
Which eventually makes me able to sleep.
Now i look like the top picture your looking now.
How bout that?
If this continue, i be looking like a dried potato.
amacam sape bole lawan?
ive feel like a walking skeleton.

2009-08-21T06:12:00.000-07:00

Chikopek boy.

2009-08-17T09:51:00.000-07:00

Ever had the most embarrasing moment in your life
well i had mine today.
infront of 3 girls
haish.
where to put this face?

2009-08-15T11:43:00.000-07:00

Having multiple pimples in your system. Does seems depressing.
Imagine in a day, 3 pimples pop out at the same time.
Tell me im the luckiest guy on earth.
Fuck this hormones.

2009-08-13T09:31:00.000-07:00

I pray that each day.
You would come.
I hope and pray for each day that you be one step closer.
For i am waiting each and every single day, that you'll be created
and land here right infront of me.
.....

Because i fucking am HOPING that Singapore got ZOMBIES uh.
then they invade tamp mall.
I freaking happy sia.

Thats my wish. For next year new year resolution. haha

2009-08-08T18:56:00.000-07:00

In celebration of national day and to my 200th post in bloggeh. -.-
You all think easy uh write to 200th post?
Heres a short video about love.

The second video..
amacam can go in mtv not?

2009-08-05T08:47:00.000-07:00

Met F.C today but i was late (Y) what a first impression to make.
Treated me starbucks. Weee.
now im super happy.
because its been long since i ever step into that place.
and and and. I was even god damn nervous to go in. (Y)
thanks for understanding. Haha.
and thanks for the treat : )
Next jom makan rojak eh?

2009-08-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

I think im like abandoning my blog? Issit? No what. Im posting right?
Nothing happen to me much these days. Only sch/home/game. Like the same routine?
School is tiring you know. Imagine. The amout of time you have to spent listening and writing down notes. Imagine uhhh. Just imagine. Then i cant concentrate on what the teacher is talking, because i kept dozing off. Idk why. I kept reminding myself to pay attention,but the next minute, I kept falling asleep(Y) at least better what then last term? Now my attendence is better . Should be proud.
Freaking school is tearing me down, and i only get weekends to enjoy. :(
Plus. I keep going to the loo after eating these few days.
why uh? like these how to gain weight? Nbcb.
Im so skinny. I envy those who's fat. But i love to critisize fat people. Haha.
i think this is retribution.

Do you believe in karma?

2009-08-01T08:57:00.000-07:00

Im gona put this base on baseball rules.
Strike one,
Strike two,
Strike three

and if im onto strike 3. Then i would give this all up.
Hopefully i wont get any.

2009-07-30T23:38:00.001-07:00

Classic. But it potrays me.
Sorry for whom i dissapoint.
Weekends. Yay!
Enjoy. Playing soccer in the morning.
bye

2009-07-27T07:33:00.000-07:00

I think im suffering an illness that i myself didnt know about.
But im afraid to go to the doctor. Not exactly afraid. But unsure. What if im not sick, no point wasting my money/time. plus I wouldnt want to go alone. If i tell my parents, they would think im crazy. So yeah. I think i shall be this way.
No im not having H1n1.

Myanmar girl gone.
nobody to look foward to,
plus my prepaid is low.
and i have no money
and i get irritated with my hair.
Sedih .
Tell me life couldnt get any worst?

2009-07-24T06:42:00.000-07:00

If i knew how to play the guitar. This would be my lulaby.

2009-07-21T10:37:00.000-07:00

I was laughing non stop after reading all of my old post in my archieve.
so "kentals"

Its funny when we look back at our past. What we think was cool back then
seems stupid in the future.
But its so funny.
imagine this blog still running for 10more years.
Comfrm shit its gona be so funny when i read back.
Im soo not deleting.
So should you.

plus i saw someone weird today,
he was talking and he looks like he was talking on the phone in his hand,
But there was no phone.
Imaginary earpiece.
Haha. I cnt explain how funny it was. I laughed till i vomit mcflurry.

O_o

2009-07-17T09:37:00.000-07:00

People say pictures describe a thousand words.
So nah. Amek
seribu perkataan.

Sheeha was boring. Please don't go okay?
Waste money only.
Can buy a 2 packet of Singapore Ciggies sia.
But end up buying thailand D.I.Y ciggies
which taste awesome
(Y)
trust me this is sacrastic. it taste horrible.

2009-07-16T10:09:00.000-07:00

Theres no more left in me.
The fire used to burn
now its faded but still cherish deep within me.
I miss circlepiting.: (

2009-07-14T08:18:00.000-07:00

See khalil, i cute.
: )

like this i think my dream will come true hahaha

2009-07-13T05:43:00.000-07:00

Today! I met someone new.
And for your information its a

SHE+OLD+SHE THINKS HER HAIR LIKE LADY GAGA and her name is MAGGIE!

And TADAAAAA!.....
........
....
..
.

my new Lifeskills teacher. -_- Just imagine the picture above can already. From her name already can know uh she wants to step cute.
Kanina! Cannot accept sia. Make faces in front of me. I BOXXX your face than you know.Please uh you old already I nearly vomit you know. If want to scold also no need to step cute in front of me what. Idiot faggot. Die dont want. eeeeeeeyer bleargh.

But she very cool. She gave this to me. And I would like to share it with you guys.

The whole electricity in the streets were out. And none of the streets lights were on.
There was an old man with black sweater,black pants, black sunglasses. He was totally dressed
in black. And he began to cross the streets. Then there was a black car with no headlights
past through. Yet the driver stopped and let the old man cross.

How did the driver see the old man?

Guess this mofos! Hahahahaah. I give the answer soon.

2009-07-11T22:27:00.000-07:00

Ice age 3-ed Yesterday
laughed till like monkey balls like that.
funny plus stupid. But fun.

Daaah. I cant find anything to blog about.
i think i wana delete this blog soon.
boring.

2009-07-09T10:37:00.000-07:00

Tired day today. Lessons starts at 8. and i came at 8.25am and i thought i was late.
But heck no. The teacher was late. (Y) should do that more often.
Had practical the whole day.
Boring. Break was boring. Give me ideas on what to do besides eating? Because the food makes me puke. Everyday same only. Ish.
Was supposed to end at 5 but my botak in the middle teacher always released us early.
So best uh. Can go and have my deep sleep. I haven been sleeping well lately and i would stay up till 3 or 4. Which suck dick, because i have school at 8 just now and waking up in the morning is like chibs
And tommorow Friday, phew. Which means weekends are coming.n
which means i can wake up as late as i want to.
which means nora don paitau the movie.(step juliet simms jer)
which means *ehem ehem*.
laaaaa laaa laaaaaaaaaaaaaa. laaaaaa
On a serious note. I still hate going to school
I didnt get to see the myanmar girl today :(
I did saw her on monday. But but but when i walk pass her i didnt even look at her. Ish kental saa and she was like looking at me lah ! Wasted sia.
She look so diff now.
eh? why am i talking about her? haha. But still shes the girl that inspire me to go school.
Haha okay i guess im self entertaining myself. Like as if she know me like that. hah.

2009-07-09T07:00:00.000-07:00

Makan murtabak rabak di bukit gombak,
Masak maggie di ubi,
Minum kopi di Yew Tee,
Makan kacang di Chua Chu Kang.
Kaninabeh cau cibai.

K da bye. Today sucks balls.

2009-07-06T11:29:00.000-07:00

(Click to enlarge.)

Nice :)

But on a serious note. Schools starting today. And its 2.32am im still up.
Damn Son.
wish it could be longer.
school.
im so not ready.

2009-07-02T04:11:00.001-07:00

Asl takda spammer boring sey? haish.
:(

2009-06-29T13:41:00.000-07:00

Haish boring nyer.!

If i had a bullet and a trigger.
i'll pull it and shoot my cupid of the sky
break off his wings and gourge out his eyes.
And thank him for nothing. Because thats all he gave me.
Some stupid heart disease. Freaking stupid cupid. Do your job?
Like now?

2009-06-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

A short update about me today.
Watched transformers/movie/cartoon.
I just created twitter. haha. Its so cool.
Its like blogging but in a cooler way. Cool.
Okay dah. Cool kan?
Haha stupid. puas hati tak ya blog. Cool pe? aku cool pe? kan? cool sey aku.
bye.

2009-06-27T12:16:00.000-07:00

After following this instructions.
My life has improved.
: )

You should try.

2009-06-24T18:38:00.000-07:00

Sibeh hot sia. I think her boobs almost fell off while she was running.

So went to catch Transformers 2 yesterday.
Maha semangat i know. So we being typical singaporeans
go kiu lor. So like standard uh tickets selling preety fast. What you expect TRANSFORMERS sia. We end up buying the 9 pm show. Waited like 3 hours doing god knows what.

and reached home at 12am.
now im sick. I think im infected with H1N1 Virus uh.
Yesterday got major headached plus soaring sorethroat.
how? i don want to go doctor. Because im scared they took me on quarantine. And you know what happens when your'e quarantined?
ZOMBIES.
haha.
k lame.

im sorry for not replying any msges yesterday.
i cant think/or have the energy to type. sorry.

2009-06-22T14:35:00.000-07:00

Now grab you guns and sheilds.
because the war's not over. And you've not won yet.
Im gathering all my strength in this.
im fighting, with no ammunitions.
What happens next?
what do you do now?
should you stop or should I go?
I don't know. Don ask me.
Im afraid
Im still figuring it out.
Should i drop the white flag?
because i know i cant win this battle.

And i guess you already know whos gona win the war?
because i don't have the right amount of ammunitions for you.

2009-06-20T11:02:00.000-07:00

I think i shall post lamenery for the meantime, Since i have no inspiration to blog. haha

What does katy perry likes to do when she is bored?

What is lady gaga's favourite dessert?

Give your answ on my tagboard.
that if your smart enough

: )

Lamenery

2009-06-18T08:37:00.000-07:00

Dalam banyak-banyak ikan, ikan ape yang tak tahu malu?

1)Ikan Todak

2)Ikan Bilis

3)Ikan Sadin

4)Ikan Selah Kuning

5)Ikan Sambal Tumis

2009-06-17T09:37:00.000-07:00

Our past prepare us of who we want to be in the present.
There you go.
My life.

I missed,
i dread,

for just a "morning wake up msg"
get it?
those msg when you receive after you had woken up in the morning.
those msg keeps you looking forward
to the day.

dream on wan. your hopeless.
bye.

2009-06-14T10:16:00.000-07:00

Alright. Okay i don know what to type. Hah blank. *smackforehead*
I make it in a point form way k.

Saturday:
*Went karaoke at grandlink with Nora,Nisa,Jon,Rikh,Khalil,Alon,Pudding,Kiwi.
Sing from a to z. haha but it eventualyy turn into a dangdut club. Alamak shit I have no video or pictures. The pics all with nora. (Y) which means i will prolly get those pics maybe next month. haha. boring kan

*Then went to airport.Because nora had free coupons from her workplace.
searched desparetely for the outlet. But turned out it was closed. So went to eat
at macs. then off to somerset hoping to use the free coupons.

*Reached somerset. But it was only Me,Khalil,Jon,Nisa,Nora
the others went home. Because of some reasons.
So went to nora's workplace. Chilled at Spineli step org kaya. haha padahal free smue.
Played truth or dare, which is consist of only the truth. Tsk.
Then went home.

*Thon alone at home till 7am. Thanks to falisha gaga company and for entertaining
my Juliet simms storys. haha. Watched movie online " A lot Like Love" which i eventually miss yesterday. Haha im kinda like this type of movies to go by at night.
Then slept at 7,

Sunday:
*Woke up at 9am.Eat breakfast then sleep till 12pm.Then bath and eat.
Then sleep again at 3pm. Till 9pm.
And now im freaking lethargic plus angry with myself haha.
Idk why. Each time i woke up from sleep. I would get angry for no certain reasons.
So i guess today preety much spent my sunday. On bed,of ouuww so comfy bed. Where i got alot of different dreams appearing one by one. haha. Funny shit.

I think thats about all. Hah. Sorry.
truth be told, im a boring person. So yeah. Your reading a boring blog.
Im just not in the mood.
idk why.
Maybe too much of dozing.
hah.

If dreams were for sale, What would you buy?

2009-06-11T07:38:00.000-07:00

Suka seronok?
and i forgot what day is it today.
(Y)

2009-06-08T13:01:00.000-07:00

So ive been introduced to a new show by jon "Chuck"
so been trying desparately to watch the next episode of it. Clicked and waited for like 15 mins and still no video. Fucking shit. Its either no video or its still loading which fucking takes a long time. While here i am waiting stupidly.
Grrr god damn angry la abeh. hah. So this past few days my hols are like self-made thoning session alone time. At home. Yeap hah. Been thoning at home, yes stayed till next morning till 7. Smoke,minum teh,smoke minum teh. (Y) well at least i got to experience/relive the thonning sessions? so that i wont get that jelous of people. Haha.

Fucking shit. thonning sessions means i got nothing to eat till 7.
which leads to my stomach making scaringly huge sound. Which nearly shocked me.
Wanted to go 7-eleven, but hah scared ley. Who knows got chikopek ahpek go molest me? Never know what. Crimewatch girl kena molest in lift what. So i scared uh. Abeh.
neverthemind, i shall starve myself asleep. Tahan uh. Limit2 pengsan jer per. Which leads to peaceful sleep? : )

Or worst to worst gastric. alaaaa gastric jer. Must spare a thought about girls too what. They have PMS. which i think is much worst than gastric kan?
err enta laa. it just that their temper gets on my nerves haha.
This fucking video still couldnt get started. Haish. Bole buat gado sey gini.
tell me what im supposed to do if this thing cant get started? If i go to megavideos. It will only serve me to 72 minutes.Which means most to most 2 or 3 episodes. Mcm chibbs kan. Lokek time saak.Haish. Facebook i think i can become the survey people at interchange already. Like alot already la i do. Wth? Games also i everytime lose. Which makes me angry in the middle of the night/morning. Which means it bad for health. Bloghop also do already.
From jurong to bukit batok people all i read already. ZzzzZZzz.

Favor uh i need a real life.
i cant be posibbly stuck in the virtual world forvever?

which leads me to wild and stupid imaginations which don't/won't ever come true.
like for example. Migrating to Texax feeling2 like country side. Where i could emo one corner where people wont disturb me for leading the way i live.
where im out of the civilization world. Where i could do whatever i want, like run around naked and not get caught.Minding my god damn own business.Go horse riding with my new friend "Freddy" the white horse.

We make a sweet couple. Trust me.

"Herrm herrm Cute kan cute kan kite herrrmph heermph"

(say this in a step cute way,than u shall understand"

Get to know a country side girl. Get married, Open a shop. and make a living there. Then lead our married life in a our own built house. With our kids running around doing stupid kids stuff. And live happily ever after. Then when we die. We dig our own graves and carve our own name on it. Kan cool. Mcm those independent movies u've seen. Haish.

Now i just regret living here, in Singapore.
a trashy place filled with disturbed ahpeks/pakciks, Kepo makchiks/nyonya/auntie.
Stupid no life matreps and YP's thinking they so fucking awesome and picking on those weaks kid. Because they think they are all so great and stuff. Padahal tkda masa depan. Kes masok boys home curik vitasoy pat ntuc. Cibai. And those kids who they think they so fucking big in the hardcore scenes. Judging people by the way they shred their hxc moves or by the way they present themselves. Hah if your fucking true to hxc you don judge people like that. You fucking show people you are hard. Its not bout the fashion its about the passion. Remember h20? hah.
Plus. Stupid NEA/HSA. You guys should fucking die and go please yourself. Don fucking be a fucking ball polisher.
Saman people here and there. Caughting people who are underage smoking. Common, kids
like us have the right to smoke am i right? This is our life and we choose it. So why the fucking problem of samaning us.If you don want us to smoke or such then don fucking sell ciggies in the first place.

Why do other countries have so much freedom then ours?
ahaha okay i think my imaginations leads to different side of thinking now.
what the hell.

err but i want that country girl to be juliet simms. Awww so fucking awesome can?
Just me and her. Nothing could stop our way from being happy and leading our married life together.

See she so sweet right wait for me till like that. haiyerrr. "I ada pat sini nga tunggu u, bler u nak sampai?"*melts* melts*

Where you shall forever wait for me by the dining table, till i find my way back home.

I'll come back to you once im found my way out.
Please wait for me.
"I tahu la i lambat tak ya tunjuk muke perrr,tunngu k.
sampai durian jatoh(thats if you know whats a durian)"

Alamak sweet la u nak nyayi kan i ^^
Okay i guess shes gona sing me a luluby now. And I bet you guys are already am
disgusted or what i shall say it "MENYAMPAH" haha i think i better go.
So bye.

Be jelous that i have a beautiful wife wating for me.

One more thing i forgot. Her name in malay is now Juliana Simms bte Bapaknyer

Nobody said life was gona be easy,
they just promised that it would be worth it.

2009-06-07T06:35:00.001-07:00

.So me and the boys woke up early on a sunday morning today.
Like suprisingly yes i woke up at 7.30am in the morning. SUNDAY SOMEMORE!
KNNCB! who wakes up early on sunday?

Hah so had rewang today. was suposely to reach and start at 10. but someone had to be late.
than GUNDU khalil showed us the wrong direction/place. He the bloody gundu confident mama lead us in to a chinese funeral thinking that it was the place. Because the setting all like the same. Haha.

So as usual. washed plates. stuff like that.
hah sibeh tired i tell you. Me and gay partner nearly got parkinson. Due to the massive plates.
hah. and why do i say massive? Because its about 2000 plus? plates? not including spoon fork,chopstick,armpit plucker and shaver. CB alot i tell you.
Can die. My back nearly kena ripped off.
hah.
But tahan uh what to do got money whaaaat.

Better than Siti nurhaliza wedding kan? ^^ (inside joke)

today seems fun. seriously. But tired. Purely exhauted.
Bye

2009-06-04T14:06:00.000-07:00

Holidays is here.
Now comes boredom.
Fucking Awesome.
Now I realised this blog starts to talk to itself?

Ouuuw scary

2009-06-04T08:50:00.001-07:00

Ive been tagged to do this, even though i lazy. But still kesian uh.

1) besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
Cheeks.
(2) how you do feel when you woke up this morning ?
Cold
(3) who was the last person you took photo with ?
Zurikh?
(4) would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
Err no and maybe yes? hah i don know laa
(5) would you ever donate blood ?
Nope. Because im afraid. Plus my blood is expensive
(6) have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex ?
Used to
(7) do you want someone dead ?
Nope
(8) what does the last massage says ?
eh make sure you do the quiz haha(boh cui kan)
(9) what are you thinking right now ?
Shitnose. Why must there be shit in our nose?
(10) do you wish someone with you right now ?
Yes.
(11) what time you went to bed last night ?
1 plus
(12) where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing right now ?
Im not wearing any shirt. haha
(13) is someone in your mind ?
No only me. Me me me me and myself hah boring right.
(14) who was the last person who text you ?
Marina
(15) 10 people tagged to do this quiz .
*
(1)Amirra
(2)Nora
(3)Ernie
(4)Marina(but she do already)
(5)alaa any body who wants to do this quiz uh i lazy uh want to list all
(6)
(7)
(8)
(9)
(10)

(16) who is 2 having relationship with
Kit kat or wai kit the name.

(17) is 3 male or female ?
Female -_-
(18) if 7 & 6 get together , would it be a good thing ?
go and find out yourself uh
(19) what is 1 studying about ?
Err normal subjects i guess.

(20) when was the last time you had chat with 5 ?
I don know.
(21) is 4 single ?
. Yes. Wait shes married right? haha
(22) say something about 2 ?
You action. And you owe me fried mars bars
(23) what do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?
Go and die laa
(24) what will you do if 6 & 7 fight ?
Go and dieeeee!

(25) do you like 3 ?
shes fun to talk to. And shes a liverpool fan which is kental mat lodeh bin salleh.

dah habis. haha happy marina?
do your quiz already.
tsk. Boring right my answ haha i know. Because you should know.
K bye.

2009-06-02T16:08:00.000-07:00

So i cant sleep today. I don know why.
So i woke up at 4am and i turn my laptop on. Thinking what to do.
So i decided to catch some reality shows online.
So i browse through all the reality shows on surfthechannel.com
Then i picked one. Just a random one.
"A shot at love" with Tila Tequila.
Woaaaaaaaah freaking syiok i tell you.
It kept me awake till like 7 now? and im typing this with my 2 eyes wide open.
Im like so into it. Okay at least i have something to watch now. Hah.
But too bad shes bisexual. Ewww. wtf uh.
But what the heck, a nice show to watch.
So i think i end this with some videos which i would laugh at alone. ahhaaha.

Its was to change the word as it is unappropriate to call it Vagina.
haha they came is with this funny shit.

I just cant stop laughing

2009-06-02T03:20:00.000-07:00

Today is very interesting.
and since im free the whole day. Let start with the picture on top.
As you all know. And would already know. The one on the left is Khalil.
Whom most of you would probably know him by "Picture Destroyer" Because of his ways
to destroy and be at every single one of the beautiful picutre with his most ugly posture. Yang mintak kena tempeleng ngan kuali and spray with sheltox.

ahaha .
So this bro of mine from another aunty nye jubo. Finally created facebook.
Since his new to facebook. His quite BODOH. plus blurrrr.
So i decided to guide him through his journey on facebook. Therefore i ask him to take this quiz.

You know the "How Bodoh Nak Mampus Are You" quiz on facebook right?

ah ni >

Guess what he gets?

kau nye tahap kebodohan cam binatang nye taik (Y)
YES LIKE FINALLY
the world shall know your bodohness.
and your pekak nak mampusness.
hahaha seee ada hati dulu cakap ada telinga.
Amek kau (HIAK DISH)
bodoh mcm taik.
hahaha gerek per

2009-06-01T04:38:00.000-07:00

So the plan today was to study.
Stayed at home all day to "study" but eventually i watched How I Met Your Mother season 4 till finnish. Great how awesome. So much for concentrating on books.

Do you know that the once most famous band Placebo, has a gay and bisexual mates in it.
hah the vocalist is bisexual and the guitarist is a gay. How awesome.
(hidup gerek)
promote gayness per.
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Plus someone told me that lady gaga is once a guy whom undergone surgery to become
a girl.
A big (YEEEELAAAAAAH) to you eh
asal boleh hembus jer.
haha.

2009-05-30T10:21:00.000-07:00

I had so much fun today. Thanks.
<3

2009-05-27T22:39:00.000-07:00

Bullshit uh Man U lost.
Waste my time only watching the game. Cb uh. Heartbreak uh.
No mood uh like this. Haish.
Had math test today. And i don think i can pass hah. Comfrm next year retake again.
Haish. Suey sey like this.

And my exams will be on the 3rd.
what the fuck. And i still haven open up my books.
Haish.

Im looking forward to saturday ; )

2009-05-27T11:25:00.000-07:00

Alrite im left with a minute away from Man U vs Barcelona game.
i hope due to my sacrifices of not sleeping and trying to stay awake even though tommorow
i got school and a math test. Hah. Please don dissapoint me Man U.
Bring home the trophy.

till then.
will comence in
5
4
3
2
1

...
eeehaaa tehwinerrr. Theese es the champions.
eehaaaa ehhweeehui the champions.

2009-05-25T02:59:00.000-07:00

If you know what i mean ^^

Ewww don want to "CUM" here ley

Haha this one my favourite.
You see the logo? look carefully.
(Y)

I think ive commited alot of sins. and to my conclusion,
americans are horny busted.
Don want to friend an angmoh uh!

What a day to start with. Monday
ok i think ive bonded well with my classmates today. Haha disturb almost everybody in the class. Like nobodys business, and my phone nearly confiscated because i on "Music"
Padahal not loud sey like only you know 5 clicks away from the full volume.-_- setakat saa.

I will try to make this blog more lively and interesting to read.
ill update everyday you know.
and i try to put up some pictures i know its dull for you guys to read this without something
that captures your attention.
I try to put picture of my cute round apple ass can? as long as you all would not report abuse la. Can?

Okay now i want to "pump" my body.
Don laugh uh cheebye. Eh i do 3 sets of 15 push up a day you know. Which acumlilated about 45 push up a day. Hah. I know uh like girl-girl. But stwill at least i do whaat. I want to have
body like cristiano ronaldo. Because i once read this article about him. Saying he used to be skinny and being bullied around easily. Now i putting him as my example. If he can do it. So can i. Hahahaha
Isap uh.

2009-05-24T07:08:00.000-07:00

Today is sunday. Mundane! Like duh, my weekends preety much hopeless.
Hah i used to have plans on either days but it seem my life on weekends have preety much change. arrrgh what the hell. So i better get something to do. So here i am blogging about my boring old same life over and over again. heeeeeee!

went to tamp and slack for awhile.
then off home.
(boring kan)
but nevertheless at least my trip in the bus was worthwhile not like those normal days.
Haha its like everything i look seems so colorful(although its night) and everything seems to be all filled with excitement. I don't know why.It must be the new song that im listening to
okay crap. Haha nevermind you guys wont understand.

So i miss gayboys and Nora.
i miss nora the most. She said she miss me but she (World) uh
Got boify already action haha. Then now never layan my crapness anymore.
wth. Sorry uh im posting this bout you.
You changed.
Err but nevermind. At least your happy with your life : )
Aku tak kisah kau kena blanja aku lepas kau da habis test kau.! ^^

okay i think thats all.
Goodbye.

Back with a new direction

2009-05-23T09:31:00.000-07:00

sorry uh aku buat keje bodo
(boring)

Boooo yaaa kah boo yaa ka. 619. -_-
sorrry ive not been posting anything much lately. If some of you know, or those who don't know yet. I was off to Myanmar this past weeks. As i got called up for reservice. Yes i know who wants to go reservice right? When NS is already such a pain. Yup for those who receive
my sms about the myanmar thing. So understand understoon uh. Got perang uh at there.
Hah bebual mcm paham saa.
actually im scared of NS uh. Not like i kedi or anything but im scared of leaving my friends and family. Having that pain of missing those whom i love and cared for dearly. okay and also im afraid of the training there too la actually. I so small sized they comfrm tekan me till i half dead? Plus got nafa test somemore. Tell you all honestly i never once in my life pass my 2.4 uh. errrm eh i think i got? okay wait and when was that? Yah when i was Primary 6 that is. hah. See how teruk my stamina is? all this because of ciggies uh! nbcb haha okay blame myself for starting this habbit in primary 4? But nevermind. Who knows? when
i get out of NS my body become "sapau" already?

So how? Okay wait and why am i talking about NS? hah still long whaat.
I guess? Im still schooling what. Maybe in about 4 to 5 years time can tallk about it.

Okay so back to reality, ive decided to change my url. Because i don want some people to read my blog. haha
those kepo2 type uh. Who like to poke into other people busineess? To me like irritating uh. to some i dont know? and wont bother care By this if they want to read about me then they should pelan-pelan carik lor my url. haha. Good right my strategy? -_-

Alrite bascially ive left 2 more weeks to my exam.
next week is study week that means i can come if i want to.
So i think im comming. Because ive still got some project left undone.
Only one or 2 days uh. The other days comfrm i sleep like swine.
Speaking of swine, like nobody in singapore kena only? Best or what?
That means singapore is practising safe sex. eh sala... safety precautions.
good sey. Although i prefer the H1N9 virus to hit.
Its kinda irritating right, to have to take tempreture everysingle day in school,like primary school jer. Wahhh then you should go to the Hospital thats the best part.
like the movie "Rec" i tell you..

So as for exams i think im gona study it well
and maybe get a good gpa so that next year i could score.
Im making it to poly thats my aim.
Just wait you "yp" and "***" okay i shall not say it, later i kena rembat haha
saper2 yang paham paham kan jer k.
aku mesti peng nyer. haha
*inside joke*

Okay i think thats all for today.
im hungry, care for subway?
eventhough is not halal. hah.

and i realised something, this is like my longest post? since im back
*weeeee*

2009-05-18T03:44:00.000-07:00

So im pissed off right now. Shut up don talk to me

2009-05-11T05:38:00.000-07:00

Unhappy,
depressed.
Tired,
happy,
no ciggies?,
sad,
happy,
unhappy,
fun?,
happy again,
happy happy happy!
sad,
unhappy,
unhappy again.
Happy,
tired
happy happy.
no lovelife,
unhappy,
crush? nope,
unhappy.
Happppppppy!
happy again
happy yet again.
not happy.
sad,
happy
but i think im happy,
no?
yes!
no?
Yes?

and the verdict: I think im happy with the way i live right now.

2009-05-08T21:52:00.000-07:00

Ouuuukaay after looking back at all of my pictures the new and the outdated one.
I finally came to a conclusion to that..
I think im cute
-_-
step cute jerr!
isap!

and theres this girl from my school that attracts my attention.
but come to think of it.
shes MYANMAR!
haish.

sedih bulux40
and i sucks at guitar hero the arcade version
haish dropped my face jer.

I be gone for awhile.

2009-05-01T07:33:00.000-07:00

My dear friend, i know it might sound a little bit gay and im not used to it.
But dude cheer up aite? remember
"Everything always happen for a reason". Be strong.
Im supporting you all the way.
But but but, no need to take advantage of me whaaat? i know i look like girl.
No need to step cute with me whaat?
haha cheer up aite.

2009-04-28T06:23:00.000-07:00

I feel somethings not right.
Seriously i lose hope on all things.
I cant take it anymore. Each day i try to cover it up and pretend everthings alright.
I seriously wish it could all fade away and go back to the old times.
But thats not gona happen and i would still remain the same.Flat faced into reality.
How nice it would seems if we all could live in the virtual world? where you could like easily make friends and hide your feelings and emotions. And you would still be happy in the end.
Trust me. How i wish i could restart this all over, changed and look back on my decisions.
But no. Im not in the virtual world.

argh. when schools gona end?
i feel like quitting.
Its no point.
but come to think of it what gonna happen to me in the future?
life sucks.
ITE sucks.
but stwill must go no choice.
haish.
i already got my second letter. 3rd letter tros "Debar" jual otak2 (Y)
-_-

no inspiration, no motivation.
like Eric from the "70's show"
like Marshall from "How I Met Your Mother" when she broke off with lily
like Anakin Skywalker from "Starwars" when he went to the darkside,and get killed.
like everyone whos lead a a wonderful life as me -_-
I feel like shooting everybody and myself in the head with a bazooka.
Don talk to me. Im stupid and im ugly.

When will i get rescued?

2009-04-24T06:30:00.000-07:00

I Love You Bibir hahaha
enjoy

2009-04-23T06:46:00.001-07:00

I want my old self back. I want things to start fresh. But why am i not making any of it possible?
I tell to myself i want this and i want that. But never once did i get results.
Fuck i miss the life which i onced used to like and adored.
So back to reality,
things has been the same like always? With school then straight home. Yes it seems unpleasantly suprise but true.
Haish. i see friends happy with their lifes and i envy them, And me here stuck with the same routine everyday plus not to mention stuck in a body of a kid?
My life is plain and dull. why it seems so unfair.
but i got to appreciate what i have right? But i don have anything what? except for balls that sticks together with u know what.
and i end my post here with a sad smile

:(

Lily ernie allen. where are you?
Then u can make me smile like the song

2009-04-20T01:42:00.000-07:00

"Kuih dan muih, Muih dan kuuuuihhh.

tolonglaa makan jangan dipandang.

Ketupat rendang, rendang ketupaaaaaaaaat.

makan laaa dengan jari-jemari."

and how awesome was last year Raya remember guys?
haha

and do you know that i have an ADD?
hahaha..
Attention Deficit hyperactivity Disorder.
haha coolios
i tend to be super hype and would often disturb people when im restless.
see i told you guys i got split personalities haha.
Everyday your gona learnt something new from me.
So appreciate that im writing down on this blog.

Could i start afresh with everybody?
sorry?

2009-04-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

Tired
Weak
Exhausted,
Injured.
Broken Fingers
bruised nose,
imagination power per?

And about my mission with alice.
FAILED!
And to you Get the Fuck out from me.
period.

Ten naked man from Joo Koon taking MRT. and Where do they stop?

2009-04-09T09:32:00.000-07:00

I will just let my blog be filled with dust and fungi
Because i be going M.I.A
Not because i got infected due to the Geylang rojak uh, But because
ill be off to helping alice in
"Resident Evil: Afterlife"
Yes, im gona be beside her fighting against those fucked up zombies.
and to find those T-Virus.
Yes this is how the T-Virus looks like,This is the cure

To cure those rojaks victims who's been infected.
Yes people, they are gona become zombies.Its true.
Its up to me to find the cure and bring it back to Singapore.
The whole world is counting on me.
I must bring that T-Virus home.
Will i Survive?
Or will i get bitten by the mamak "Tyrant" who sells those rojaks
Stay tuned.
Coming to a cinema near you
-_-

And suddenly i just remembered, they both look the same.
hahaha

2009-04-02T08:10:00.000-07:00

Basically people seems to forgot that i even exist.
Im history.
Why?

2009-03-31T09:59:00.000-07:00

I sprained my wrist.
due to some stupid stunt i did (Y)
and now i swear its freaking pain when i turn it left.
and im typing this with one hand. Im dead serious.
Hah i do a proper post on the outing when my hand is better.

Reminder for today and lessons learnt: Peer Pressure sucks,see what i got in return?

2009-03-25T08:06:00.000-07:00

People tend to get tired and sick of the same things.
Thats why we tend to get something new instead.

I bet if khalil sees this, he comfrm kena heart attack one.
hahaha

2009-03-22T08:20:00.000-07:00

Lifes get duller and duller each day
Holidays equals to
Sleep sleep sleeep+ No plans= Lifeless
Tell me my life is screwed up.

Heres 10 things i would like to have but comfrm shit i cannot get one.

1)Girlfriend- Because i ugly what so no girls wants me.

2)Body like arnold shwarshe(i don know how to spell)edger- Because jgn harap uh.

3) 21-Because by then can watch r21 movies? hehe no la

actually thats all uh. haha.

sorry uh,
i post something proper soon.
take care love.

2009-03-19T01:29:00.000-07:00

Everyday old things change.
Nothing ever stays the same.
Everyday,
 something fades.
It’s funny how things can change.
Nothing is for certain.
Tomorrow is a gamble.
Like the man on the street.
All you have is yourself.
People change.
Friendship’s fade.
Roll the dice for this game called life.
People change.
Friendship’s fade.
Time for your best poker face.
In the end, believe in yourself.
You’re all that you have.

2009-03-17T09:50:00.000-07:00

Firstly im sick. I kept sneezing the whole day and i got throat irritations.
Gaaaah nabeh cibai tol. Now my eyes are all redish and heavy but cant sleep.
Irritating you knoww. haish x20.
Now im stuck in bed with towel in my left hand and vicks in my right hand. (Y) perrr
towel in case uh. Because this irritating nose of mine keep blowing bubbles man. So must be prepared. If not im gona use my blanket to wipe it off. Which is rather disgusting.
Im thinking of skipping school tommorow.
No mood maaan.
I feel like ripping off part of my nose with a chainsaw saaaa.
babibushey tol.

Now i have no mood to eat. Haishx20 again.
Pity me uhh. Im already skinny why must you let me be sick? Now i cant enjoy food!
aaaah fucking shit now my msn keep on having some moronic idiot keep on sending me stuuupiid
porn links. Ehhh how irritating can the world be to me maaan?
Holidays faster come uuhh.
I want to sleep like pig at home, is it so hard meh?
and i want to eaaat eaatt eaaat as many foods and i want to watch watch movie plus plus go go beachh beaach! Kaaaaaaan beeesssst!

Cibaaai get excited for whaat.
fat hopes uh.
I still am unhappy per.
Buto uh life.
major screwed up.
bye

2009-03-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

Im freaking pissed right now.

Bus driver are freaking stupid with brains with the size of a camels balls!
and i nearly gotten into a fist fight with that stupid driver.
but too bad he has no dick and balls to win over me.
You think i small u can "makan"(eat) me uh?
wrong person uh. haha attitude fanatic perr?
but seriously, its not my fault, i was happily listening to songs on my phone and as usual,
paid an extra amount of 1dolar because stupid drivers nowadays don believe im a student plus i
lost my ezlink.So decided to be safe i paid 1dolar lorrr.
Everytime i board bus now i would be paying 1dolar. And they would smile at me.
See good right? i was being an honest passsenger.

But this one fuckerdog driver got some attitude with me.
as per usual, i paid 1dolar.
and then i happy happy uh go up the second deck of the bus. Because i
wanted to watch "How i met your Mother" at my phone.
so like a normal ride from tampines back to my place.
then about 20 mins like that. The bus suddenly stop.
I was unaware uh because i got my earpiece on and happy2 what watching.
I thought got like bus breakdown or jam uh. Alaaa normal traffic and bus incident what.
Then suddenly the bus driver come up to me and ask me to pay 1.40
then i pay uh 40 cents.
then he still not happy. No from tampines to tanah merah is 1dolar you must pay 1 .40
so total is 2.40 right?
You tell me is there any logic in it?
a single trip cost me 2.40?
even if i take bus from tampines to woodlands wont cost me that.
So i angry uhh. what you expect?
and i didnt pay. he still not satisfied with me.
and we got into and argument seriously at that point of time i was like about to punch his fucking face. But lucky i adopt a positive mentality. So i told him off by shouting at his face and saying i would complain to your company.

Then his face changed.
and he let me off.
stupid!
want to show me attitude somemore right?
amek kau. malukan aku lagikan aku malukan kau balik
"embarassed me right, i embarassed you back"

see how stupid bus driver nowadays can be?
mostly i think.
And i think this guy is from china uh.
Fuckerdog uhh make me lost my temper only.
So much for wanting to be happy for a minute. Thanks uh for ruining my mood.
If i ever board your bus and see you driving it i surely smash your face wide open.
Trust me.

2009-03-13T10:08:00.000-07:00

I am a weapon of mass consumption
I was design to drain all your sad emotions out which is stored in my left chest.
This is how i function.
I don know how it meant to feel anymore
I am angry yet sad yet happy.
and the reason still i don know.
Everythings different now.
Wish i was stuck in a fairytale story where they all have great endings.

Haish. I basically hate my life like any other teenagers does.
i have no freaking direction.
life is to put in simpler terms
"SCREWED"

2009-03-11T01:44:00.000-07:00

Only seeing you can bring joy to my face on this day
Juliet Simms.

2009-03-05T08:29:00.000-08:00

haik khyiaaaaaaaaak!
khyiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak!. Tiu tiu tiu!

2009-02-23T08:33:00.000-08:00

Today like the suck donkey balls day.
arrrgh. i hate it.
firstly i think my throat got furball or something stuck inside. Because its like very very itchy.
plus my nose too. Goddamn itchy plus irritating. I think im going to be sick?
haish. but i already ate panadol extra sey? i think its like 4x powerful than the normal panadol?
i seriously don want to get a flue because i hate it when your throat go all itchy and hard to swallow plus stupid non-stop sneezing plus the mucus dripping all the way from your nose down to the mouth. Haish. i feel like killing myself uh. Which do you think will be the most unpainful way to die?

1) Hit by a Lorry
2) Jump from 12th Storey
3) Doing the hara-kiri
4)Slash my wrist
5)Electrcute myself with hairdryer
6)An autopsy, when im still alive.

gaaaah. why everyone seems to be happy with their lives at home?
why must i turn out this way?
why must life be so unfair?
and why am i starting to get all emotional again?
its all because of monopoly.
fuck it. i lose and i bankrupt, i didnt even get the chance to own a hotel.
i don even own a house? all i own was some stupid train station which will lead to nowhere.
sumpah sey takda link.

hah actually there is la.
hah everyone seems to have a nice peaceful family.
but me? hah i don even talk to my first bro although we stayed in one roof.
i don even get the love and time.
yes i am proud to say i have a disfunctional family.
wheres the brotherly love? fuck all that.
if i were shot in a war would you be there to hold me till my dying seconds?
would you?
come to think of it no. You wont. All you did was just basically see me and ignore.
hah like as if im not related to you at all.Even when we were to bump each other outside,
we ignored each other Even when im small you didnt treat me like your own. only 2nd bro does. I know its hard for me to get close to you. Its been 7 years you were gone. imagine that. I cant possbibly imagine if im going to get close to you like im am with 2nd bro.

Its hard.
life still sucks
whats the uses of me trying so hard to when your not even giving.
basically i just hate your wife.. PERIOD!
and i want to be close with you but i know thats not gona happen

2009-02-18T07:34:00.000-08:00

so back to reality and to blogging shits out of my daily life.
daily have been busy with school. Guess what?
im like so into school right now. But only the waking up in the morning part kinda sucks balls la.
School school school has kept my mind of girls at some point of time.
thats kinda great!
i guess?
haha. so im preety much damn bored right now,
so people im gona tell you more about myself.
im gona type everything thats would pop out on my mind right now.
in point form can?

*Im actually skinny like stick
*I tend to be alone
*I can bend my fingers to a domino style which is freakingly disturbing.
*I like to say "tak mandi" to my mum and dad. and they would get soo iritated. and i love it!
*I love black,lime green and sky blue
*I have trouble sleeping.
*I have trouble when it come to talking with girls
*I just got a piercing on my right ear.
*I cannot sit still
*I don believe in ghost or whatever shit u call it. But i believe in god though.
*I like nasi ayam.
*Been dying to get a phone.
*Been dying for someone or somebody to text me.
*I want to go picnic at sentosa or pasir ris or whatver beach in singapore.
*If only set your goals would come to singapore eh?
*Craving for cheesecake. make it strawberry cheesecake.
*Im scared of flying cockroaches.
*I hate dogs
*Firecrakers are a phobia.
*Hershys white chocolate are my favvvvvv!
*Sad to hear that verse had broken up
*Wants a warmth hug from any girl that would willing to open up their arms.
*Beannie like cap like that! nevermind hard to explain
*Get a eyebrow piercing? which im afraid not gona happen.
*Get an another emerica shoes.
*err go out with a girl?

ok thats about everything that pop.
see now you people know more about me now?
how good am i to let you all know.
im actually a good hearted person with the heart of gold.
but nobody knows.
so im letting you guys know.
hah. bunch of bulllocks! and i do talk alot of "Yamma"
till then.
see you next thursday.

2009-02-12T05:56:00.000-08:00

School as usual today,came late because tired uh.
i know reason like shit. haha first reason was tired ah and second, i was lazy to wake up in the morning and to have cold bath
because its bloody cold like alaska cold when you get out of the toilet.
end i will end up shivering like mat drug. :(
then step into school only got carnival
well the carnival seems dead to me. Was like lame to the extreme level.
games was like kids play. I only watch but didnt play fyi.
So had normal boring listening comprehension lesson?
haha time bler saa listening compre? theory uh.
yeap had typical boring theory lessons as usual.

bla bla bla bla. boring boring boring B.O.R.I.N.G
so went for a smoke in the toilet.
and to my shocked monkey (terperanjat berok)
theres this 2 guys in the same cubicle doing god know what inside.
suprisingly they were talking.
talking about sex?
waah??
2 guys in the same cubicle talking about sex?
what do you think they were doing uh?
god know what uh and i don want to find out.
sumpah seram gler.

Well at least look on the bright side. at least khalil came to my school.
at least it makes my day seeing his face.
Wah like gay sia talking about him. ewww ewww ewww.
So after carnival, took 8 and went tm with him.
Because i thought of finding a decent book.
but turn out nothing that capture my attention.
so then met jon whos mitting us at tm.
and went to get jon's leg bracelet. like girl kan? haish leg already hairy still want to use the shiny-shiny bracelet hahaha. joking lah.

so after that proceeded to our favourite hangout.
chilled for awhile there.
then i went interchange to meet her.
yeap suprisingly she called me out of sudden.
trained back home with her, and then i went home.

now im tired.
dead tired.
i need some sleep but i cant though.
i think im not going to school tmr.
bye

And and and oouuw.

V'Day Bole Pegi ISAP!

2009-02-07T20:08:00.000-08:00

Because i miss circlepit-ting and 2-steping.
Because i let all of my angers out

2009-02-05T09:09:00.000-08:00

I didnt went to school today.
because i had to undergo an operation.
because im dying.
its a life and death situation.
so if i never go i will be dead.
fucking bullshit laa.

its because schools a bore. and somemore today im gona end freaking late. so don bother to.

so stayed at home. and i got to enjoy listening to the voices of screaming and shouting
early in the morning and afternoon.
(Y) thanks alot uh chij and ngee ann primary.
it seriously makes my hearing much more clearer.
comfrm pass listening comprehension
*ooops*
i forgot i graduated from secondary already hahahahaha

was supposed to meet L, but something crop up huh?
yea whatver.
i predicted it.

so i dazed upon the ceiling.
while playing my newly grabbed game from my school pc.
"warcraft or some might say dota"
i know it sounds fucking gay.Somemore me playing it.because i was abit influence with the ah bengs in my class who kept on pestering me to play with them.
so take the game lor and put at my laptop.
then turn out the game no sound -_-
so imagine you kill the monster. then no sound effect. like you eat nasi goreng without the sambal boring kan.Freaking asswhore.
so back to the story.
so i dazed. why? because i got my heart broken.
no la. joking only. i heart broken because i always lose the game. fucking shit.
standard uh, when lose already comfrm angry right?
so i go wash clothes at toilet because my washing machine make trouble.
thats my way of controlling anger.
hahaaha. bullshit.

then in the afternoon,
went to meet the usuals.
but only for awhile.
because i came late.
then back home.
so its like a freaking waste of my time uh to travel from marine parade to tampines.
fucking shit. i should have sat at home and watch power rangers at tv2.
waste my time and waste my freaking bus fare.
.............................

and have you guys ever wondered why my post
seldom haves pictures now?
that is if you guys ever bothered to read laa my old old post.
its because i lost my phone.
thats the reason.
so i cant place any picture. anymore. so you guys cannot see my handsome pic anymore
(ISAP UH)

and yes im a boring person
with skinny body.
plus skinny legs.
im ugly
and i have stupid hair.
and im unwanted

true true true?
if you say no then you better ought to give me a reason.
if you say yes. you all get *free hugs from me*
-_-

:(

now so long.
because im ugly what.
who wants to read this blog.
im done updating.
go play far far uh.

2009-02-04T23:10:00.000-08:00

FUCK

everythings all so wrong.
maybe im too demanding.

2009-02-02T05:54:00.000-08:00

Good day people with gigantic brains.
how are you all doing?
guess whaaat day is today.
the day after sunday is whaat? MUNDANE?
nono its monday. the awesome day most people cant wait to have -_-
rigggghtt.

I hate mondays.
and to talk about monday well nothing to talk about.
obviously its a boring old day.
well preety much the same thing.

Hah and i miss noraa?
ok random. yeap shes beeen busy jek. long time never seee her.
been wondering whatt shes been up to.
shes the only girl who beats the hell out of me. and i mean SERIOUS beating.
gosh. pity her la, work work work then gaji never masok. or da masok uh?
ok i don know.
mit up soon uh if your reading this.

arrgh and so febuary has come.
many things are gona happen.
and im running low on $$$$
haish.
now i got to miss parkway drive.
fuck fuck fuck.
i got to go second combat. thats a must.
aaaarrrgh darn.

well february sucks.
well at least better than january?

2009-01-30T08:16:00.000-08:00

So i was tagged by amirra to do this,

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Gone Fishing,See you in A year by Gwen Stacy.(How rude man haha)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Spit My Rage by Terror (errm so am i terror?)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Dare by The Higher (so i like a girl whos daring? ok la)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Mutiny by Set Your Goals (What the fuck? i don want to become a mutant )

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Before Dishonor by Hatebreed (so tough-guyish man)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
The word "best friend becomes redefined" by Chiodos (hahaha ok ok this is so cool)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
So commom, So cheap by Blood For Blood(ok this is weird, how you know?)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Miserable at Best by Mayday Parade(Rigggghhhht -_-)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Girl On Queen Street by Plain Sunset (ok he does likes plain sunset)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Agree to Disagree by xLooking Fowardx (ok i think i have no chance in hell uh like this haish)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
The Edge Is Strong by Throwdown (So im strong in life?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Last Night I Said Goodbye by Forcevomit ( i think comfrm become pilot -_-)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Declare Your War by Throwdown (so should i declare my love or war?)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Striving to Deny You by Second Combat (Waah best. thats why today my parents malas nak layan me)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
XXX by Kids on the Move (this wont be a wedding anymore but a circlepit)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Don Look Back In Anger by Oasis (wah best soothing to the ears,and comfrm people cry me a river one)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Clouds by The Morning Light (I don like clouds ok! pain to the eye you know)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Love by The Morning Light ( waaah i think my friends really love me)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Remembering Sunday by All Time Low ( My cat die kena roll over by truck)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Trust and Believe by xAFBx (So i have to die straighedged?)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
The Fallen by Set Your Goals (No idea)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Its Fantastic by Dot Kong (hahahahahahaa makes me dizzy got uh)
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
A Sweet Deception Of Beauty And Despair by Dashown ( makes me sing along got uh)
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Wine Red by The Hush Sounds ( hmmmm i think must get drunk first uh)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
When I Get Home Your So Dead by Keepsake Summer (woaaah scaary siaaa)
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
More to Offer by No Trigger ( do you think i should offer more?)
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
When Im Gone by Eminem ( how to turn change siaa like this? busted sia)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Intensity In Ten Cities by Chiodos (????)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Paper Gangster by Blood For Blood (hahaha)

Anybody who wants to do this, just do ok
i lazy la want to list.
ok have fun.
seriously its fun

2009-01-30T07:01:00.000-08:00

So i just listened to katy perry "thinking of you"
i swear i feel like on the verge of crying after watching the video.
ok i sound like a girl haha.
its just reminds me of the past.
so what the fuck i don give a damn.

yea so basically today went to school as usual.
as usual i have trouble waking up in the morning.
so my father woke me up by giving me a good kick in the stomach.
(Y)

and so i proceeded straight to the toilet.
bath and got ready then took off.
well honestly i kinda hate going off in the morning because i always have to see those bunch
of stupid St Pats gayboys hanging outside 7 eleven.
it kinda pissed me off for a moment uh.
luckily i got ciggarete at that time. and luckily got to see "Wahtez"
alaaa those in blue pinafore?
so i happy uh for a moment.

then took bus.
happy happy walk to school alone.
bla bla bla..... (boring siaa )

after school head back straight home.
and it really pissed me off.
seriously.
something just pissed me off so hard.
so i just drag myslef to sleep.
and i woke up at 5.
met khalil for awhile to get my lappy. then home.
so today nothing preety much happens but the same boring old routine.

: (

"Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed"

2009-01-27T09:11:00.001-08:00

Deal or no deal? wtf haha

2009-01-26T09:25:00.000-08:00

So another beautiful day spent at home again (Y)
mind you its 1:28 am now
so excuse me if i post stupid things with stupid words.
because im stupid.
= )

Bored, and i cant sleep.
i miss people but people don miss me how sad.
i miss everything

arrrgh. : (
this post is so not needed.
i try to post again when i wake up.
bye

2009-01-24T07:24:00.000-08:00

Hey ho freaking whore. haha
today is saturday.
yes saturday the day after friday.
And imagine during saturday you stayed at home all day.
what are you feeling?
cibai right?
yes,i know
haissh.
Since today im sitting at home with my hawaiaan shorts, feeling feeling
a bit.
i update uh to make my blog dust free and for you all to read. eventhough you people don bother to.
I know.

So school,
school has been "awesome",i learnt new things.
such as you can "cabot" anytime you want to,like your father mother school,
break 1 hour and youstoned one corner.
every break you will have to smoke.

waah good or whaat? -_-
so much for concentrating in class.
i be falling asleep the moment the lecturer comes.
because he talks like one lost zombie from Rec.
serious.
so i found a new way to stay awake.
Number 1 : Sweets
Number 2: Take A Smoke Every 15 Mins.
this helps.
and know i look damn refreshed in class. ahaha

overall schools fun.
but i kinda don like my new classmates.
hah i cant get along with them
its like their world and mine are waaaaay apart.
so its difficult for me to get along with them
but hey. it takes time.

aaarrrgh i know this post is so boring and pathetically lame.
hah sorry laa.
i run out of ideas man.
sorry sorry.
but you people miss me what? so i update lor?
hah like reaaal.
ISAP!
k gtg. i want to shuffle and tektonik -_-

2009-01-19T07:19:00.000-08:00

Its funny how life could be so unpredictable at times,
one monent you have it all in you.
the next thing you know you lose it all in a split seconds.
life life life. :(
why its got to be this way?
is it something we all should go through? but i don want to go through it again.

:(

2009-01-17T22:17:00.000-08:00

Baik or whaaaat?
haiz.
if only i got money right now. I would be buying tix for parkay drive show man.
got my favourite band from kl somemore. Dashown.
wah cibai.

If not maybe i just go for the febuary gig.
another one of my favourite malaysian bands gona play.
and straightfowards gona play to i heard.
so im not sure.
which one to go.

Gaaaahh fxcking 2009 is awesome man.

2009-01-17T07:12:00.000-08:00

This thoughts is hard to place it into sentence.
wild thoughts kept running in my head.
maybe its all just my negativity.
A while ago. this person close to me prove to me theres such things as true friends.
my thoughts, my actions came crashing down and it hit me right into reality.
his words, makes me think back about what i said.
about what my actions.
about my thoughts.
it changed me deep.

Yes theres such thing as true friends.
its only us who wouldnt realise that they are there for you.
we are blinded by what we see and hear.
our thoughts gets the better of us.

I realised now, friends stay with each other.
and i take back my words about what i said on my previous post.
Friends,
they would definately get you through the night.
they would leave you feeling alot better at the end of the day.

And to you,
dude i apologize deeply about what i said.
yes, you know me best.
okay. this might sound a little gay.
and i seldom do this
but i don want to lose you as a friend.
its just that i want you to realise that sometimes the way you say hurts people and not just me.
and no your not losing anything.
what the hell?
your the the guy who people look up to man.
and you have a great girlfy who loves you, unlike me. taik tol! at least you can kiss and cuddle into her arms. what can i do?
so you are not losing anything.
you have great friends around you. that care about you including me. if im one of them uh.
remeber the times we used to let our emotions run dry?
we are there for each other right?
so no, i wont want to lose you.

So still friends?

2009-01-16T07:25:00.000-08:00

Up yours people.
Blogging sucks, you guys sucks. I sucks.
everything sucks.
And this world sucks.
Wanna know why im full of hate?
Because hatred runs in me.
and you know why hatred runs in me?
because people turn their backs against me.
and you wanna know why people turn their backs against me?
thats the part that kept me questioned
well enough about my daily rants about what i feel about life.
because its gets me nowhere.
so i better off keeping things in silence.
so people come and go. yes.
but what could i do.
i just hate the fact that you changed. Your no longer whom i know.
well i have friends who leaves me.
and friends whos theres for me.
but everything just seems wrong.
if you think you people are helping me out of sympathy. then think again.
Fxcked your sympathy.
you people are just another preety face thats gona put up a performace.
its so typcial

everythings changes when you get older. trust me.
this sentence is so true.
where are the promises we all once make?
about not leaving each other.
about not forgetting each other.
all lies.
pure lies.
now we've all gone our separate ways leading separate lives. theres no us no more.
yes i miss the old times. but nothing could be undone.
some people have a diffrent perspective about the word "FRIENDS"
where are the so called "friends" i knew who we would spent a whole lot of fun together.
we crack each other, we slacked around after school together,went to malls and windoshop,skating along east coast at nite and cause havoc together,pushing and dropping trash bins late at nite together like some mad hooligan, even sitting around at blocks eating sushi could be one
hell of a day.
yes wheres all that.
wheres all that gone now?
it all seems to changed now.
and i freaking miss that.
but what could i do?

im so angry right now.
i used to think that friends could get you through the night
when you fall out of love.
but its seems its just the same.
the same feeling when you fall out of love but worser.
you have nothing around you to make you feel better.

so i end my post here with a goodbye.
yes i know its boring and dull.
but who cares anyway right? I don have friends. im a loner.

and to that person whom i once looked up to,
if your think you so perfect in a way.
then you can go fxcked your girlfy upside down.
u think your so great and all.
only people should understand your temper. but do you understand ours?
half part of me hates you.
hah.
well fxcked you.
thats why some people get sick and tired of you. and they leave you.
you should change dude.
seriously.
stop thinking that ur the great and all.
because one day people will all drop down dead.
by then
theres nothing to your name.
people wont give a damn about you.

2009-01-14T20:30:00.000-08:00

people change.
so much for staying and not leaving.
now you keeep mum out of a sudden.
great.
maybe i should make my leave.
goodbye

2009-01-14T04:01:00.000-08:00

2009-01-09T07:29:00.000-08:00

well come to think of it. everybody has regrets.
be it whatever it is.
we all makes mistakes.
but hey. there no point dwelling on your regrets.
cause it will never get you anywhere.
remind yourselves,theres no turning back.
fxcked your regrets.
make a change, make a move.
because im doing it. and so could you.

2009-01-06T07:08:00.000-08:00

So like today i broke my 5days record of smoke free.
cb tol.
so much for wanting to make it a week.
haish-xxx.
how to quit mcm gini.alaaa.
well enough about dwelling.

so today the first day of my work.
yes people. i finnaly got a job. Mcm "Suprising"kan-_-
yes after 4032days of searching i finaaly work.

so work was like shit.
like which work dosent?
hah.
so i had to endure tremedous torture in the kitchen.
learnt how to do fish fish thing.
best uh. meet new friends.
and maybe one day if im good enough.Im gona start my own restaurant uh. then people will salute me.And im gona live to the name of my uncle. Alaaaaaaaa yang popular popular tu.yang slalu klua tv? chef wan.
taik sia wan.
well the people there were kinda friendly.
and this chinese girl pheobe i think the name.the only girl who said bye to me when i end my shift. wah so touching sia.
others all like stoned in one corner.

but tiring sia.
haish.tmr work again.
and its gona be morning shift.
prangai kan.
mintak kena jab sak manager.trust me i don even understand a word when my manager talks.Sumpah mintak kena jab.I think shes
born in philiphines uh.
taik tol. like that also can become manager.
-_-

so i guess i better be off to bed.
if not comfrm i cnt wake up.

Ps: What am i really searching for in life? i still couldnt find you.

2009-01-05T05:21:00.000-08:00

Currently i have not smoke for 5 days.
wah (Y)
im trying to make it into a week.
then maybe months. than years.
kicking this habbit for good.
harap harap bole laa eh.
as for alchohol.
im free of it.
I wanna change for the better.
i wana be the marwan of a positve side.
looking things at the brighter side.

2008-12-30T09:18:00.000-08:00

I have intensive headache most of the time,
don tell me that im suffering from anything?

Yes people,
this shall be my 101th post of the year 2008
coool keper?
-_-

2008 have been a great year for me,
and im gona miss this number.
because 8 seems auspicously nice.
and it seems to have alot of great memories.

hopefully 09 would be better?

2009 here we come.
counting down in 48hrs.

2008-12-29T11:10:00.000-08:00

Im sorry if i acted as if i don care.
Its because i gave up.I gave up in everything.
yes i know,im a fxcking shit.

just so you know,im one lousy fxckedtart.

2008-12-28T09:28:00.000-08:00

Im selling this Creative Live! Webcam Notbook
starting at $30
New, and Seldom Use
Prices are negotiable.

If interested do add me up in msn for futher enquirys
kamikaze_132@hotmail.com

2008-12-28T00:57:00.001-08:00

"Snap back to reality"

sometimes i wondered to myself why i kept posting this way.
every bits of post in this blog seems depressing like somewhat im a depressed gigolo.
so from now onwards. I would like to apologize to you all mothafxkers for reading my
depressing and sad post.
actually its not so called depressing what? what i wrote is based on the facts of life.
so gyeah.

so today im all alone at home. tsk what to do.
parents went to simei to attend a somewhat engagement thingy, so does bro.'
somehow,im lazy to go out of the house today. basically everday la to be presise.
so i have this house all to myself. YAYNESS! -_-
so from just now, i ve been staring those cute yet irritating lil ants.
yup. sumpah tak bedek.
well looking at ants,makes me think of how hard does this tiny weeny dudes
works for a living.so i pictured myself being an ant.
comfirm shit one i cannot survive.
because what?
i lazy,always sleep in the morning and wake up in the afternoon.
yup.by then i would be starving to death.plus i comfrm kena pijak by stupid human beings.
because i always stay one corner sleep mah?
haish.
somemore comfrm i die, because of no "Red Bull"
yes people i officaly declare that im a red bull addict
but come to think of it. ants where got drink? they don kan?
but to say they never drink. then everytime i make "teh". comfrm got ants.
so does ants drinks or not?

im confused.
then i remembered way back in 1999, where i watch this cartoon movie about ants.
they cannot kena water and rain.
if not they will die.
true uh?

donnoe la.
i just find them cool. by the way they live. but kinda irritating when they crowd
around my "teh"
chicken fish. you think what my "teh" got hardcore gig eh?
ceeetooot.
also they don have handphone and msn, how to communicate with other ants?
then if got plans how?
plus no tv.
and you know how life can be preety much dull with no tv.
no BEN 10 or NARUTO to watch. -_______-

so after time and time i woke up from this daydream,
and get back to my daily routine.
so i cleaned up the house.
since i have nothing better to do.
and watch tv, but tv's a bore.
i want to go out. but kinda loss of mood. so stayed home.
a friend ask me to go down his pit, which is a few blocks away from my house.
but kinda lazy, with all the people i have to face whom i not know.
and so here i am blogging my ass off,still haven bath. waaah beat that.
dasar no life sia aku.
new years approaching, and here i am still with no life (Y)
money also takda.. lagi (Y)
ok bye. i want to bath now. have fun people.
and fxcked you mothafuckers. edward here edward there.
everywhere i go edward.knncb!

2008-12-26T07:20:00.000-08:00

Where my fxcking confidence go?
i want to end this all.

mothafxcking piece of shit. haha.
i act like as if its the end of the world.

And people.For your info. i be selling off my webcam and my
billabong backpack.I be putting it up on sale
at this blog when i get the picture ready.If any one of you mothafxkers interested. Do drop me a tag. Just telling you in advance.

Don worry very affordable one. Very cheap

2008-12-25T09:46:00.000-08:00

i fxcking hate this.
you can fxcking fxcked your fxcking life off.
I hate being the good guy all along.
all that i did was going nowhere.
im stucked in this hole.
forever seems nice, and maybe i should fxcked myself in that hole.
maybe i lack social life?
come to think of it, i lost my confidence day by day.
fxcked this world,
fxcked you mothafxkers who loves to stare at people.
fxcked you all.
die and kiss my cute round ass la.
I live my life differently so does you.
so why the talk? and why the comparison?
if you mothafxckers think your so perfect.
then go join manhunt uh,or mr.world.
and as for girls.
i gave up.
i gave up to always being the good guy,in the end i end up with nothing,yup nothing.
so as far as girls go.
i lose hope.

"Empty is the sky before the sun wakes up
Empty is the eyes of animals in cages
Empty are the faces of women in mourning,when everything has been taken from them
Me? 
Don't ask me about empty"

2008-12-24T03:07:00.000-08:00

This people, is Ulan Balor.
the capital city of Mongolia.
since you all bodo kan and donoe where is mongolia.
Ni la mongolia. Beautiful kan?
where genghis khan.
the once most famous bangladeshi actor who ruled this country.
but sadly, he died due to drink- driving.
See that statue over there? that one him uh
actually during that time there was no car uh,
only horse.
Cool kan he?

So let this be a lesson to you people.
For those of you celebrating Christmas
Have a wonderful holidays
and a
Merry Christmas,
But remember
When you drink, don drive.
if not later die like that stupid bangla.
heeeeeeeheheeee